Publishers Weekly starred review Christianity Today Book Award Winner ECPA Top Shelf Book Cover Award Winner Illumination Book Awards Gold Medal Winner "This is a stunning book, so rare and so beautiful. I cannot recommend it highly enough." --Matthew A. LaPine Suffering has been made holy by Christ's proximity to it. This is the story of Christ's nearness to my suffering--my mental breakdown, my journey to the psych ward, my long, slow, painful recovery--and how Christ will use even our agony and despair to turn us into servants and guests of the mercy offered in his gospel.