Glitched stats. Ultra luck. Regression foreknowledge. A god's blessing. Dual minds. Lee Castillo has none of these. He does, however, have panic attacks. When every human around the world is registered as a "player," Lee is sitting across from his ex-best friend and flatmate, Axel, mentally practicing how to break it to him that he wanted to move out. ~System Loaded. Dungeons Active~ Now, Axel's personality has flipped on its head, all comms are down, and there's a foreign desire compelling Lee to enter the Dungeons despite his lacklustre system stats. As he delves into the secrets of the Dungeons alongside his increasingly bizarre party, Lee must confront both his past and future to divine what he truly wants.--A queer LitRPG that examines relationships in the face of past traumas--