Kathryn David

Enigma (eBook, ePUB)

• Format: ePub

Produktbeschreibung

Ariel had taken a journey to dig deep within her soul in an effort to uncover the mystery beneath the rubble that was her life. She couldn't do this alone but tried nonetheless. Digging through doom and gloom, she had embarked on a mission to complete the task of finding out what her childhood was like and why she shouldn't remember it. Like so many out there, it mustn't have been too happy if she couldn't even remember that far back. This was the most traumatic expedition that had totally eaten through her very insides, both mentally and physically. The people she had met lost souls like herselfthe living and the deadsome who would become her allies and others who didn't. It is an inexplicable story about the excavation and the methods used of how her past revealed itself and how this affected her present, it defies scientific and religious explanation. Her battles in life started the day she was born. A baby stabbed mentally and physically abused and manipulated and used as a scapegoat. Yet miraculously she survived this. Based on real events and real people, only their names have been changed. Unexplainable events and awesome occurrences always seemed to saved her and it is for this reason she wanted to share her story, not to gloat or punish those who said they loved her or as an act of vendetta but more so to reveal how a human being can almost accept punishment and pain, expect it even and still forgive. How a person can be tortured into thinking that they deserve to be treated a certain way and not expect any different. It is how she turned herself inside out and decided to fight this battle she struggled with her whole Life without going insane or killing herself. It was this battle fought with the help of a very specially gifted friend who enlisted the help of her grandmother, dead now since 1977 that is too overwhelming for her to believe but too surreal to keep a secret. It's time she shared it. So many messages of growth and impending love. Conquests and tears and betrays and victories. Four years later Ariel looked back at these messages from her Grandmother, messages of the heart, lessons in life yet to come, not so much predictions but directions in a map, heading to one destination: charity . A road map to find herself.

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Produktdetails

• Verlag: Xlibris AU
• Seitenzahl: 178
• Erscheinungstermin: 3. Februar 2015
• Englisch
• ISBN-13: 9781503500716
• Artikelnr.: 52587008

Autorenporträt

I am an only child brought into a life of hardship and confusion .Born in the late 1960'S. My whole life I knew I was different.I just didn't know how very different I was until I was an adult. I had suspicions that I was watched over by something or someone but just shrugged them by the wayside. My suspicions were found to be right when I had met a woman who mediated between the dead and the living. Meeting this woman was the catalyst to my search for my truths. This was where my maddening had begun. This point was to become the point of discoveries and reconciliation for me. It was at a time I was vulnerable and naïve starting afresh from a broken marriage I had sought therapy from experts ,herbal,spiritual and clinical to try and puzzle my life and all that was happening to me . I had struggled with myself and the behaviousrs of others ever since and still do to this day. The post traumatic stress,related depression and anxiety I had suffered from the delayed discoveries of childhood mistreatment and myself as a person . I had attempted to end my life several times since childhood but had always been spared . I must have been blessed to be guarded by my departed loved ones.My whole life I had been watched and guided by my long departed grandmother. It wasn't until I began opening up to belief did I find obstacles and ridicule. Being humble I still perservered despite disbelief and decided to cease my silence and reveal these truths to the world . However,the struggles I faced could only be fought by myself regardless of their guidance. It was with the conquering of my personal demons did I realize how powerful the Human Spirit is. Hence,the book I had written lays testament to the fact that our spirits can be broken but we can pull ourselves together if we have the will and realize our worthiness as human beings. The pain I had suffered at the hands of others penetrated me but I finally realized I had a purpose in Life,I owed my children their mother and those people who confided their sorrows to me the shoulder I offered ;despite my own pains. Our past can affect our present but the extent to which it does is totally dependant on our will as to how much. It was within my silence that my pain remained but now I am no longer silent.