When Chris found his brother Alex that November morning, their story didn't end, it demanded to be told. Growing up in Northeast Portland, Chris and Alex were inseparable. They shared a bedroom, a basketball hoop, and the weight of their father's anger and addiction. On the court, they found a language that transcended words, a rhythm of passes and rebounds that kept them tethered through the chaos of their parents' divorce, their father's violence, and the uncertainty that shadowed their childhood. But as adults, that connection frayed. Alex withdrew into his work, building custom computers and then rebuilding a house that seemed to consume him. Chris watched helplessly as his brother's depression deepened, mistaking silence for self-reliance, distance for independence. The warning signs were there: the exhaustion, the isolation, the offhand mention of suicide, but neither brother had the tools to name what was happening. On November 7, 2023, Alex made a choice that shattered his family and left Chris grappling with a single, unbearable question: Could I have stopped it? In His Absence is an unflinching examination of brotherhood, masculinity, and the barriers that prevent men from seeking help. It's a portrait of two boys who grew up playing one-on-one basketball in the rain, and two men who lost the ability to reach each other when it mattered most. Written with raw honesty and deep compassion, this memoir traces the invisible threads that bind siblings together, and the devastating moment when those threads finally break. ¿¿¿¿¿¿¿ For anyone who has loved someone through mental illness, for anyone haunted by the question of whether they could have done more, Chris offers a story of grief transformed into witness, and silence broken by the act of remembering.
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