is an intimate poetry about living in a constant state of being misunderstood,
and about how chaos can slowly transform into space for healing.
the book is structured around seven stages of grief,
moving from shock & disbelief to acceptance.
the poems reflect childhood in a toxic environment, teenage years marked by depression,
thoughts of not wanting to exist, and addictions - both to people and substances.
it explores invisibility, emotional neglect, and the experience of wearing a mask instead of living authentically.
many poems were written in moments of fragmentation, late at night, with a notebook in my hand,
as a way to survive, process, and name emotions that could not be spoken aloud.
it traces the transformation of inner demons into something meaningful.
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