Where ever and whenever I took the first drink of the day, I had no idea what was going to be the result or where I would end up. Would I be arrested or hospitalized again? Would I blow what little money I had left on a prostitute or be in my bed or a strange bed with someone I did not remember meeting or ever seeing before? Or would I be alone with only the most horrendous hangover and all-consuming self-pity for company, not having a clue what I had done the night before? One or more of these was always what followed my taking the first drink of the day!
Since I became 40 and quit booze and drugs, I have lived a life of such extraordinary diversity and happiness that it seems important for me to pass on my experiences to others, so that it may help them climb out of the self-made hell alcoholics and drug addicts create for themselves. "My way" eventually led to me living my life with an attitude of utter despair, wanting to be dead but not having the courage to take my own life. Today, it is not like that. I have found a life, lived mostly in bright sunshine, which has kept getting better as the years rolled by, sadly quicker now that I enjoy them so much.
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